Psalm 51

Today, I read Psalm 51. This really hit home for me in a lot of ways. I realized that God wants all of me. Not just part of me.... not just the good.... not just when it is convenient for me... He wants all of me. He seeks my heart in the purest form, but in return, I must seek Him.

The part that really struck me during this Psalm was ...

"Behold, you desire true sincerity; and secretly you teach me wisdom."

Often times in prayer I try to put up a front of being this overly holy man. Sure, I seek forgiveness when needed, but I don't always let Him in on my biggest struggles. He want me to be me. I need to come to terms that He does want to teach me wisdom, but I'm often too proud to listen.